Kamikaze.

I searched for my reflection at the bottom of this empty glass

I told myself these lies so I could put one foot in front of the other

I cut these lines into my skin just so I could see color again

I scream in empty rooms so I don’t hear them whispering

you’re so good at blocking every doorway

preventing any escape

but I’m better at manipulating situations

to my advantage

I’m going down

I’m going down

you can join me

you can help me

you can try

but you can’t stop me

I’m going down

so get the hell out of my way

Kamikaze

I burn all these bridges to keep myself from fleeing to foreign shores

I painted a story that’s so elaborate that the masses might believe it

I kissed those bad habits with every intention of devouring them

I always made such good friends with my and anyone else’s vices

you’re so good at trying to convince me that

actions have consequences

but I’m a master of learning things

the hard way

I’m going down

I’m going down

you can join me

you can help me

you can try

but you can’t stop me

I’m going down

so get the hell out of my way

Kamikaze

one more shot

one more excuse

just one more night to cover the bruise

one more apology

and one more defense

just one more hit in the name of repentance

I’m going down

I’m going down

you can join me

you can help me

you can try

but you can’t stop me

I’m going down

so get the hell out of my way

Kamikaze

I’m going down