Poison.

Negative relationships aren't good for anyone. Here's a song I wrote during the Halloween snowstorm.

take me down to the river

make me drink from the water

they say I’ll metamorphasize

they say I’ll be divine

and I’ll follow it

I’ll follow your words

tell me something that is concrete

let the lies wash over me

they say I’ll change into a butterfly

they say I’ll be divine

I’ll taste your poison

I’ll bite the apple

I’ll be the virus that you seek

blindfold me as you lead me into

the darkness that surrounds you

they say I’ll understand when I’m knee deep in it

they say I’ll feel whole again

and I’ll follow it

I’ll follow your words

I’ll taste your poison

I’ll bite the apple

I’ll be the virus that you seek

there’s no antidote

for the venom I’ve consumed

I’ve consumed

oh, I’ve consumed

take me down to the river

make me drink from the water

I’ve always followed so I deserve this

I’ll taste your poison

I’ll bite the apple

I’ll be the virus that you seek

I’ll taste your poison

I’ll bite the apple

there’s no antidote for me

no antidote for me

just a taste

they say I’ll change into a butterfly

they say I’ll be divine